Friday, January 9, 2009

I still remember the very first time I met you, my impression of you isnt really pleasant.
I thought you are those unfriendly and cold type of guy, which somehow turned me off.
But when I get to interact more with you, I found out that you're actually an outgoing and nice guy. And that is when we started to hang out and contact each other more often.
Initially, Im trying my very best to avoid you as to avoid those unnecessary rumours and also coming to know about your 'tarnished reputation'.
I decided to ask you out to question you about your past.
And Im glad that you did answered honestly.
That is also the day you passed me my birthday gift.
A blue milk bottle full with folded hearts and stars, with a monkey attaching to it.
Seriously, I felt so touched when I see that.
And I also remember 06/07/08 was the day that you got very angry and at the same time, disappointed due to those words I've said.
However, the main reason was I actually drank alcohol. This is something you simply detest.
However, this shows that you actually care.
You also protected me from those foreign workers by standing next to me all the while.
That is when i realised I can no longer push you away.
However, friends around me did not encourage me to go into the relationship due to many reasons.
However, I've made up my mind after much thought.
08/07/2008 was the day we got together, which is also my birthday.
Its a double happiness for me.
I know that alot of people was cursing us behind our back. Thinking that it was just a game and we will just break off within 2 months.
Im glad that that we did prove them wrong as time goes by.
Everything goes on rather smoothly. Although we do have disagreements at times.
But you're always the one giving in.
You're also the one who will always be there for me.
And yet, I did not do much things for you.
However, I still remember all those sweet moments we once shared and sweet memories you had given me.
The first time you hold my hand, those warm hug, kissing of cheeks, making of honey for me when Im sick, putting on the necklace that you've bought, taking the effort to fixed the puzzle stitch, bringing of jacket for me when it rains, fetching me from work, buying me pearly soya milk when Im thirsty, massage my back when I feel tired, help me with cleaning of my back and hands when I perspire, watching of DVD together, admiring the stars, the first movie we watched, listening to the song you love,bought me breakfast early in the morning, playing of playstation happily, came to pick me up when it rains, walked me home almost everyday, taking the ride of the Singapore Flyers, the trip to zoo and also all those great chat and laughter we had. And also not forgetting, those tears we shed.
All these memories really mean alot to me.
Its not something which you can actually forget in just a month.
I remembered that you once guaranteed me that we will at least last for half a year.
And today, 08/01/09 should be our 6th month.
However, everything is over and we cannot go back to the past.
I admit that I took things for granted.
I regretted for not cherishing you, not making the effort to save back the realtionship. I really REGRETTED!
However, there's one thing that I've never and will not regret.
And that is making the choice to be with you.
I guess im letting go of everything now.
However, memories will still remain.
At least I will still think of you once every one month which is on the 8th.
IMY! :(
GOODBYE, MY LOVE..