Changing to be a better person

I was lying on bed last night and suddenly this question cross my mind.
'Why must I make myself so tired by disliking who & who, this and that?'
What benefit will I gain by disliking people? The answer is... NONE!
Therefore, why am I torturing myself to do something which doesnt benefits me at all?!
I've been cracking my brain and squeezing out my brain juices and I finally came out with an conclusion!
And that is, I'm gonna say a BIG FAT GOODBYE to those grudges, unhappiness and the feelings of 'dislike' which I've been holding against you girls out there!
Instead, I'm gonna put on a BIG FAT SMILE on my face whenever I see you girls the next time round! :D
At least I'll feel happier this way. And I hope you girls feel the same too! :)
I dont wish to have any ENEMIES or whatsoever. I prefer to have more FRIENDS.
And if I happened to smile at you, dont be shocked! Lol.
I'm not trying to put up a front or whatsoever, the smile which I gave was from the bottom of my heart. I swear.
Those people which I'm refering to are the two fajarians J and G, LGH and some of the MLBians. You can choose not to accept my smile, but at least I know I've tried :)
No hard feelings for the past ya? CHEERS! :D

Hey GIRLFRIENDS! You might think I'm MAD+CRAZY+INSANE when you see this.
You must be thinking ' OHMYGOD. GANJIAHUI is trying to step one friendly only. This is not her! ' LOL. Am I right?
Oh my dear GIRLFRIENDS, You girls are wrong. I'm trying to change myself for the better. It's time to 'UPGRADE', you know? :)
However, there's something about me that will never ever change, and that is... GUAI LAN! :) Hahaha!

Singyin : Lol. I know la. I'm only trying to disturb you. Thats all. Loves. LOL. you know already la. 999999! :)
Caijun : Lol. I told her already. KPO. Ya. Jitao compatible! :) Ya. I guess I know. Hmm.
Jason : LOL! HAPPY! OF COURSE I'M HAPPY! :) JASONNNN!
Cherlyn : Who wants to tag you? -.- SHOO! Lol.
Peisong : WAH LIMPEISONG! You got problem with me is it? Keep disturbing me -.-MUSHROOM HEAD! Lol. I'm so suay to be your neighbour can? Huh? When did I talk so much when I wanna sleep? -.- Anyhow.